dickochet:

Have you ever regretted a decision you made so much that you think about it all the time and you imagine all of the different ways the situation could have turned out if you didn’t mess up so bad

Yeah! I think if I decides different I won’t have gotten this fucking eating disorder which did mess up my whole life :(

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So much to study :( I really miss going to the gym! But my last exam is next week..

And so I’m finally sign up at the gym!!
I look forward to it ❤

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For the Readers I may have, I’ve bulimia..

Today I invited some friend to drink at my house… Some guys picked me up and I cried about my fat.. The guys said: where are you fat?
Nobody understands!
I want to tell somebody…

Only my parents and my sister know about my eating disorder.. And my first love ( but I think he already forgot)

When I’m drunk I always think about telling somebody but I never do…

I don’t know what I should do…
Can anybody give me an advice???

PLEASE MESSAGE AND HELP ME!!!

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uuuuh shit!

I don’t know how long i didn’t pruge… i think maybe about 6 months…

WHY IS TODAY THE FUCKIN DAY I DO IT AGAIN??

I hate my self, i didn’t even binge or eat extemly much… i just arguged with my mother and i think i piss her off. Problem she doesn’t even know :D

I really thought I was over it.. Such a long time without and now without a reason i do it again.. Saddest thing is, that I think now I will fall back and do it again when I binge.

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Everyday is a new struggle. Trying to eat right and end up binging…

Today started good. Ate a huge bowl of fruits but then the usual happened and I ate much chocolate and crisps…

But I try to see the positive! At least I ate till noon right and good.
Now I try this everyday and maybe it’ll work sometime!! :)

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Gym, i love it!

Even though I haven’t lost any weight yet I feel so much better since I go to the gym!

Never could believe how easy it can be to build a new habit. I go now regularly to the gym and can’t live without and even feel bad if I don’t go.

I have already the feeling that my muscles grow. Especially my arms seem more toned.

Can I see results after 4-5 weeks of training or is it just my imagination?

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